I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see.

It's my last fall semester--it's my second to last round of finals. April is marching ever closer--graduation is speeding toward me along with major life decisions... real ones... adult ones...

Every now and again it hits me all at once. This incredible pressure builds in my chest and all of the sudden--I can't breathe.

I feel a lot like Alice falling down the rabbit hole. Everything is upside down. My feet are tingling. And I'm trying to figure myself out.